Lost Love

I thought you were my one and true love,

Who was a gift from up above;

My knight and shining armor,

Who could love me more?

I’d dreamed of growing old with you,

I was excited to spend my whole life with you;

I couldn’t wait for that moment to come true,

I hope it was a fairy tale comes true.

I believed in you so much

I just enjoyed the moment and never rush;

Until you were so numb and harsh,

I felt betrayed, crushed and crashed.

I learned a lot from you,

I appreciate my life more and so;

I let you go,

In order for both of us to grow.

Thank you for your time,

And for being there even not all the time;

I’m happy because I met you,

And became a better person because of you.

Stillness

Hard to cope with heartaches
No one can be blame
I’ve been an actress
But I’m so lame

Acceptance is there
Deep in my heart I know you are no where
Hardest part is letting you go
But I know this is the best thing to do

You are still in my heart
I know you will always be part
Whether I accept it or not
You will always have a soft part

Rainy Days

Memories of rainy days make me smile

My mind runs a mile
Droplets of water help me reminisce
The happiness and joy never get less
My heart beats fast
Together with memories of the past

As long the rains never stop

The memories can’t be stop

Brokenness

I’m trying to be whole
But without you I’m just an asshole

I always try my best that I can be
But I can never be

Please always stay with me
You are my strength, fortress and source of what I want to be

Thank you for loving me
Oh Lord always embraces me.